Oh i don't know what to write, see you tomorrow.

so its twenty past nine at night and after some really nice texts i felt really excited about going away tomorrow but now it seems that it has been turned into a competition. why a competition? why can't we allbe supportive and anyway benny is claiming that he is already there having a romantic night with Kate, imagine the conversation, "it's a shame i couldn't get it up." "Don't worry about it," "it would have made the holiday special." "don't worry it could happen to anyone." Oh i don't know what to write, see you tomorrow.